Drive - Incubus

Last post, I said that I'll change but maybe in the end, I don't even try to change or understand what's happening right now. I still fuck up everything. I still do the same mistake and that's just so me. Why am I always messing up things. And why the hell can I understand that sometimes... I just have to accept the fact and stop believing in solutions that don't even exist?

People are stupid, naive. 

Yet smart, courageous. 

I feel like crap. 

Keeping on losing everything. 

Keeping on crying for nothing. 

And then, you say I'm worth it? 

Where? When? How? Why? 

Do you really see that that? 

I don't think so.

Bad day - Daniel Powter

I'm coming back. 

It's been way too long since I didn't express myself. Too much happened lately. I could talk to my friends and hope they understand me. But I don't want to rely on them yet. Not now. I have to let this out. I'm sick of living in a delusional reality. 

Listening, watching all those horrible things outside of my head. It's too much for me. 

Yet...

I don't wanna give up. I still believe that life can be better if we try. That, there's always a second chance if you make it up. So, I'm going to fight. I'm going on. I ain't giving up. It's not my time yet. 

Let's start over. 

Because after a bad day, 

you can change tomorrow for a better one